Thinking.....

It's sarcastic that I am in the position that you were 1 year ago...
I crave for someone to talk to and give advice just as you did. I crave for someone staying up late with me, just to listen. Being someone's light at the end of the tunnel is good...but when you are in the tunnel and do not see a gleam of hope...then it's even more scary.

Time flies so fast....Almost the end of 2014....Lots of things are waiting ahead. I am standing there, waiting for nothing. Things keep happening unexpectedly. No certain answer. No secured...Everything is so unforeseeable. What you can do now - is standing there, be as well-prepared as you could for anything that may happen...and pray...

"Prepare for the worst, hope for the best"

This quote is simple, but hard to apply...How come...? Well, there is a huge gap from theory to practice - that's it !

I know I am not patient with myself lately....I am so nervous for trying to find the answer for 2015.