"This is nearly the end of the year...thousands of job opportunities are popping up everywhere. Most of them are full-time job...Then I have to ignore them again....Why? I still ask myself, why I can keep ignoring the opportunities, will it make a habit of ignoring opportunities and not grabbing them immediately....Goshhh this time, I keep questioning myself a lot...Can't stand the feeling of staying there, seeing thousands of opportunities passing by....
Well, for 2015 plan, I think of some options like this:
* Semester A:
- 2 subjects
- 1 additional course from WeLink for HR Psychology
- Learn cooking and medicine stuff to take care of myself if studying abroad
- Find more about Organizational Psychology
- Start finding for job in HR field
* Semester B:
- 1 subject & WPP
- Start working part-time job
- Learn cooking and medicine stuff
- Find more about Organizational Psychology
That's all I can think so far...Will try to find more alternative options.
Let
me tell you the story, umm, during the past 2 days, I voluntarily
worked as a translator for my Singaporean friends (Medical students from
NUS) , who come to Vietnam to do charity project. We came to visit the
elder in the shelter and kids in the orphanage. I dont mind hardship
when doing charity. I want to help people but in the right way: "Teach
them how to fish, not giving them the fish". Therefore, I dont like
going to the shelter or orphanage and give them gifts just because Xmas
is about to come. How's about the rest of the year? Do they have gifts
or just living in difficult situation and only being full in special
events like Mid-autumn or Xmas or else?
Well,
going back to what I have just said, we visited the elders in the
shelter...Singaporean friends do the blood pressure for the elder and
ask about their sickness if any. I then translate. We talk for nearly 15
mins, with an old woman, although I stand up and she sit, but quite a
short distance. Then another woman grabbed my arms and put me outside,
saying that I shouldnt talk to that old woman for too long because she
had tuberculosis. Well, I was shock to know that, a bit worried that I
may be affected. But then, the first action I do is to check dictionary
to find the English word for tuberculosis and give it to my Singaporean
friend and ask what we can help her. I dont know why I behave like that.
And then, coming back home, I suffer from sore throat, runny nose and
headache due to constantly going under changing weather (humid, cold
then sunny weather) without wearing coat or scarf and talked too much.
My mom scolded me a lot for not taking care of myself and doing charity
in the wrong way. She said that I should have taken care of myself first
and not have joined this charity project when the final exam is coming
soon.
I listen and keep silent. I clearly have
the answer for myself. But the thing is I just dont know how to
describe it and say it out loud. I wait for someone to truly describe it
and then I scream out loud: "Ohhhh that's exactly what I want to say"
Sometimes,
maybe my problems with language can be partly explained through being
introvert and dont want the others know too much about myself - I guess"
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